confusion

I dont even know what to say im genuinely just so confused. sometimes im hungry and i want to eat and when i eat i feel so greedy and fat and its worse if im hungry after eating. i odnt even understand my body anymore. one moment im not ashamed of having a little tummy but other times its like horrible. it feels like im the fattest in the room. the elephant, the hippo. and it sucks because the adults at school dont make it better. oh youre fat so this wouldn fit, youre just made up of food and why are you always eating and it hurts because when i dont eat people dont notice but all of a sudden i eat a bit and suddenly im a fat ass it hurts so much because i always feel so bad after. I just hate it. I want to dress cute, i want to dress cunty, i want to dress cool im tired of dressing baggy all the time but when i wear something fitting i feel so fat. and its not like my stupid broad shoulders and weird ass body shape help. i always feel fat and it sucks. it sucks so bad and i always want to cry and i always feel so trash cuz im not very pretty even though everyone says so but i know theyre lying to make me feel better. Imagine trying ur hardest to look prettier and dressing well and wearing make up and wearing nice shoes and just looking good and you expect complements and even though i know its not everybody who will say it out loud i just feel insecure already and i know everyone has their own opinions but it sucks to have them complement your friend next to you and then its like your shunned. "OMG "name" looks so pretty" meanwhile the only thing they notice about me are my nails like thats the best part of me but its not like its a lie because the only part of my body i like are my hands. idk man everything sucks

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anonymous Body March 09, 2026 at 12:47 pm 0 0