clarity

i wrote on here a few weeks ago about a man i met activating an energy within me of the divine feminine. i lost weight, felt into a confident version of myself, feeling hot n sexy n perfect. we lost contact and i still think about him everyday. it’s been an up and down battle to feel worthy of this new fairy princess identity. before i met him, ive been on a healing journey for years. knowing that the darkness, fears, masks society shoves onto us are not our to keep. there were times it felt i didn’t want to live anymore, the immense fear and pain we feel is packed deep down like garbage piled into our hearts. taking it out one banana peel at a time, recognizing when i got jealous or angry or hurt and healing it with love felt like it would take my entire lifetime. i’m still doing that. but now i feel so much lighter this morning. my life has changed so completely. i am not the shy scared quiet kid who thought she was ugly and unworthy. my sisters boyfriend paid for her, me, and my mom to get our nails, toes, and hair done. i haven’t been in a hair salon since i was a kid. i have never gotten my toes done and ive been doing my nails myself since i was a kid too. i feel like im truly stepping into my princess arc effortlessly. i had an amazing dream last night. i feel so crazy and beautiful today. i feel so grateful. i wish and pray for everyone to have this connection within themselves. ask your spirit guides any question. the answer may not come in the way you expect it. it’s more subtle. a butterfly flapping its wings. can you gather the deeper significance? you have the courage within you to let go of these painful emotions. they’re only hurting you now and you deserve the best. your body deserves to feel good. affirm to yourself , i am worthy of feeling good
i do what makes me feel good because i deserve it.
i am not everything i thought i was, i am ready to step into a version of myself who is already whole and complete.
the serenity prayer is a powerful gift rn.
if you start to want to believe differently, experiences will come to confirm your path forward. challenges arise so you can battle them with the courage of a lion, knowing deeply a heart of gold lies within.

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bri Funny August 17, 2025 at 9:34 am 0 0