I've been through rough patches like this before, and I know how much it can hurt. I think the best way to cope is to distract yourself: are you allowed outside? Go for a walk, take a look at the beauty of earth. If you want to see the beauty of humanity there's this video that really helped me during difficult times. It's called "Passengers Sing Over The Rainbow" or something like that. That made me have faith in humanity again, I don't know why. Check It out. Search for stories that make you smile. Listen to music that melts your heart. If you have a good enough relationship with you parents, ask for therapy, it can help. I know that "people go through worse feeling" too. But don't think that way, your feelings are valid. It's wrong for people to expect so much from you when they treat you like shit, and you should recognize that. Please please please don't consider suicide. Life is beautiful and you are beautiful and I promise one day, you'll think to yourself, "I'm so glad that I exist". Even if it seems crazy or impossible now, trust me. Live a good life, make your own choices, meet good people, and most of all, love yourself. I love you, hang in there, stranger.

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anonymous 2 hours ago