best bday...totally

theres this guy i have a crush on for a long, long, LONG time and we were friends (best friends to be exact) for a long time too. i haven't gotten a chance to tell him i like him yet...im such a wimp! hes like, a year older, tall, and like the biggest green flag since hes like soo kind! i also have a girl best friend that is the same age as him. timeskip to my bday party!! basically how a bday party goes waiting for the guests, eat the food, cut the cake, games, and the afterparty. so during the afterparty it was just me, my crush, my bestie, and other 3 friends. in a lazy circle we were just relaxing, scrolling on our phones, and some light hearted bickerings...until my 'best friend' told me to get out of MY room with out telling me why. Obviously i didnt since its MY room, MY birthday, and i had to reason to...u know wha happened? she whispered to my crush's ear 'will u be my boyfriend' thinking that i didnt hear it! WELL ITS NOT MY FAULT I HAD GOOD HEARING!! like, FUUCKK!!! i haven't confessed yet, its MY fucking birthday, i told my 'best friend' i liked him, AND FUCK THERE SHE WAS ASKING HIM TO BE HER BOYFRIEND!!! u know what happened next? he was a flustered idiot...it should be me right? making u flustered...THEN HE AGREED?! i had no idea what to do and stayed there silently, looking at his flustered state and her smug face...it was the shittiest birthday i had

they probably lasted for a few months...while i lasted in endless jealousy

the next birthday i had, i still invited them and the other 3 friends...but they didnt come... they said they were too far away (the event place was a 2hr and 45min away from the city we all are) BUT ALL FIVE OF THEM HAD THE AUDACITY TO GO TO AN AQUARIUM 3HRS AWAY?! LEAVE ME ALONE ON MY BIRTHDAY?? y'all are toxic af! i dont want to be friends anymore and it was the worst decision of my life to give the five of you the title as my 'friend', 'crush', and most importantly 'best friend'

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dumbass for cats Crushes January 16, 2025 at 4:22 am 0 0