I wanna die so bad. This may be childish but recently, I've done something, locked out an account that my parent and I use. They said that letting me like kpop, seventeen is making me a liar. I've said to them multiple fucking times that I AM NOT LYING and Idk what happened to the acc but they won't believe me. KPOP/ SVT? Why you may ask? I'm in a learning facility that is a prestigious one because it's literally full of geniuses that I didn't know existed, I am very stressed and I've thinking about killing myself since 2022 because of stress and pressure and add-ons by my parents. I use svt just to cope with everything. I have ways lined up js to kill myself but of course ant act on them because killing myself or even any self harm is a sin. Lowkey js wanna die haha. My mental health is so butchered, prob without svt I would've been depressed. yay, another day of living.
nOther March 18, 2025 at 1:36 am00
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