Am I the only one who’s so jealous?

Am I crazy? I feel so jealous all the time. Like, over everything. Am I the only one? I know everyone feels jealousy but mine is insane.

This applies to all kinds of relationships. With family, with friends, with boyfriends. Like I’m genuinely tweaking.

Example: This girl who was rude asf to me and was just an overall crazy bitch is the daughter of my mom’s friend. My mom has Facebook but it’s on private and she’s super selective with whoever she adds on there. Yet, she added that girl? I feel betrayed. Like if my mom had cut off somebody who was crazy and mean, I wouldn’t add them on anything. But she did.

Am I the only one who takes betrayal so serious? It doesn’t seem like that big of a deal but it feels like it for me. She’s so careful with who she adds, but adds people who I clearly don’t like or have fallen out with??

And then on top of that, she added my friend on her Facebook. Which is fine, but I find it weird. Especially cause my friend was on the phone with me and started bragging about how she’s on my mom’s Facebook and her boyfriend (who I’ve never met) also tried to add her? It weirded me out, especially cause he made some weird comments about her and me, saying we were ‘hot’. So I told my mom that I found it weird and she just didn’t care. I wanted her to unadd my friend cause she kept showing her boyfriend my moms posts off her phone, since he wasn’t added. And my friend was so smug that she gets on there, that she can see everything my mom posts and show her boyfriend. I guess I hate it when people get smug. I explained the whole situation and she didn’t care. Feels like she’s on the enemy’s side.

I’m tweaking probably. I also hate it when my friends still chill with people I don’t like. It infuriates me beyond a normal level. Because when my friends have beef with anyone, they’re cut off and blocked! But why does nobody do that for me? Aren’t friends to all friends to none?

Am I insane? I’d never add a person who my mom had beef with onto my socials. I’d never do that to my friends either. So why the hell do they do that to me? Am I overthinking it? Does anyone else feel this way? Am I too dramatic? I dunno. Feels like betrayal.

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anonymous Relationships September 16, 2025 at 1:29 am 0 0