25 year older BF

Omg my old boomer bf is something else! I have been with him since I was 19 and he was 44, now we are 24 and 49. Me n him would nvr see eye to eye especially with basic things with him saying I am so immature like tf. U with a young girl tf did u think and then we would go on and say how there are so many beautiful young girls with better body and personality than u that he could get with. Like ok bye loser. But it fucking sucks because I come from nothing from the dirt literally and I want to became something in life and am already on the path towards that. He is so emotionally abusive but I have to put up with this shit cause of who I am n my life if it wasnt for him i would nvr had had a chance to do or became something. It is so bittersweet cause I have to do put up with this otherwise I can’t survive. There is always a price to pay n this is probably my price I have to pay. Well this is probably a crazy amount but it is what it is I am happy with my life but occasionally need to let out steam and I suppose this is the healthiest way to do it and stay private. I don’t need sympathies or even responses this is just a rant.

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anonymous Relationships January 23, 2025 at 10:38 pm 0 0