i dont know how im supposed to feel. i have no reason for feeling this way. nothing in my life has went wrong. yet despite every good thing thats happened to me im never satisified. i keep telling myself im being edgy but i dont even know what edgy is. i see other people struggle, other people in the heights of their despair, and i cant help but feel nothing towards it. i dont feel nothing but i dont feel anything at the same time. when im not being instantly praised or given immediate attention i go back to this languid state of indifference. and i feel mad about it, too. i know there are other people doing way better and more remarkable things. other people, that deserve to be where i am way more than me. i dont want to be happy. maybe miserable is the best ill ever be.
Other July 28, 2025 at 2:43 pm00
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