you don't even realize your privilege
i am so jealous of everyone who can just do things. put your mind to it and just go for it. don't worry about anything or anyone. i can't. they have no idea how lucky they are to be able to do that. i wish i could. i wish i could just do things. no. there's a reason i skipped so many things in pe in elementary. the class saw me have a panic attack more often than they saw me give a speech. nobody seems to understand. no, i can't just go out there and participate like everyone else. believe me, if i could, i would. i don't enjoy this. i don't like shaking or crying or running or hiding. it's just fucking ingrained in my dna. if my family was the least bit supportive towards mental health, maybe i'd go get myself checked out. until then, we suffer in silence. i might just throw myself into incoming traffic on thursday. maybe. it would solve more than one problem.azor School May 08, 2024 at 12:07 am 2 2
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