Working 9 5 Does not Make you Human

In no way am I talking down to people who work 9-5, but I'd like to say I've been discriminated against my whole life. for not being able to buy women stuff or not having enough money, or not holding down typical jobs. I'm an artist with cptsd and the combination makes it difficult for me to sit in a typical office setting. I've written 9 novels and in the process of publishing, I've written 400 short stories designed 20 websites for people clicked over 200k photos for people. yet still this world just judges you for either not having a typical job or lots of money. we literally make money to buy art (food houses cars clothes paintings resorts) but every Time someone sees an artist with some mental problems they just call him or her a lazy shithead with no ambition. not too mention I've worked twice as hard and twice as long on my art than they every did at their desk job. I'm ranting because I love with this girl. been with her two years. we are planning to get married. but her brother and mother are spoiled rotten and care only about money. she knows me and my heart and my vision. but everyone without speaking. single word to me judges me. claims I'm not helping out, that I sleep all day, and that I'm good for nothing. I'm black and international bloke and he and the mother are both privilege white people with like 1000 income streams from their privileged white family and so on. I'm not making this a race thing, but I'm honestly sick of this world. how if you don't fit this exacting mould you're registered as a burden on society. art is just as important. and working is something between two people. if my wife doesn't need me to work or bring in as much money as her, and we aren't struggling I don't know wy I have to constantly feel like shit for it.

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dobsonian Work May 12, 2021 at 4:40 pm 3 1