Unemployment

It’s been 3 years since I graduated college, and I have yet to score a full time job. While I’ve had a few freelance jobs in-between they’ve been very few. I’m so sick and tired of applying to so many jobs and being rejected time and time again. Nothing ever changes and no one ever gives a fair chance. I’ve been told my work is decent and that I should be working by now but here I am still unemployed. I’ve worked with mentors, old professors, old classmates and it’s all amounted to nothing. I’m so sick and tired of living. I’ve lost my friendships, and everything. I have no financial income, I can’t even do the simplest if things for myself because I’m at home applying everyday only to get nothing back. I’m considering a new career and that alone is stressing me out. Id hate to go into a new career and face the exact same issues I’m facing now. I hate speaking to people now when they ask how work is going because it’s so embarrassing having to lie and say "good" knowing that I’m unemployed. I’m super private about what I’m going through right now and my mom had the audacity to spread what I’m going through to a family member. This family member did nothing to help, and now I’m still stuck here on a loop of waking up everyday unemployed. I can’t eat or sleep without feeling sick. I have migraines everyday and my body will hurt on multiple occasions. I hate being on earth sometimes, it’s too much. Sometimes I just wanna disappear.

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X Work February 18, 2025 at 1:17 pm 1 0