um how d that happen

vball tryouts were today. it was for high school junior team. the net was 3 inches lower than it should be. yet i fucked up and didn't make call backs. how??? like i can't hit but i can serve. 2/5 of my serves went over. it was only bc everyone was serving on the line and i didn't have any space for my arm to swing to hit the ball. it was dumb. also, im more of a defence player. i usually play libero and attacker isnt rly my thing. if they'd js played games i would've prob made it to callbacks. but they didn't. there were 50 girls. FIFTY. and ig i didnt stand out enough for me to make it to callbacks. i shouldn't be surprised bc the second that tryouts were over, i knew i got cut. i knew it. and yet, when the list came out and my name wasn't on it, i was so fucking mad. there were people who were worse than me. i knew it. and those ppl made it on the list. im so fucking pissed. they should have callbacks for the ppl who didn't make it. im so fucking mad and sad and i lit cried abt it. this is the first team that i haven't made.

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anonymous Sports December 12, 2023 at 3:56 pm 0 0