Transitional phase

So, I feel like I'm going through some odd transitional phase. Have felt like that for about a week. I wish I knew what it means. It's like that feeling where nothing excites me and my current interests feel dull. It also feels like something bad is going to happen. Might be about what's going on in the world.

The weirdest about this feeling is that what used to be comforting is now uncomfortable. I have always loved 80's music and media because it allowed me to travel to times I haven't been to + I grew up with 80's music. Now it just reminds me of death and feels uncanny. There really isn't no reason for it. I'm just sad I can't listen to Bon Jovi like I used to.

I've been watching The Office on repeat, back and forth. It's the only thing that feels somewhat stomachable. Also Youtube video essays and stuff.

This isn't really a rant but I don't want to feed AI more than it already has been fed by millions, so naturally I'm writing this here. I don't know what to do or who to talk to. I just don't want anything bad to happen. And I also want to know what's going on with me.

If anyone knows anything...???

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Jim Other March 05, 2026 at 11:10 am 0 0