I am so sick of being Fat. I lost 4 stone before but gave up at the 4 stone mark due to being so hungry and frustrated.
When ever I start losing weight I get the WORST heart burn, It ends up feeling like my heart is Thuding but ECG's Show nothing. I'm on strong heart burn meds.
I have 0 energy to do anything but cry and doom scroll and my partner doesn't help by being the same. He eats so much sugar and is borderline diabetic. Go out for walking dates? Nah he doesn't want to get dressed again.
I can not keep trying and keep failing again and again its driving me mad, I just don't want to be in this drained sore body anymore.
but I am already defeated, I know I will fail so why even try again.
Sometimes I want someone to take away all the control but I know that will not happen and is lazy.
idk just defeated.
FattilldeathBody July 30, 2024 at 6:42 am20
Hey.. I know it is hard, but one day you will reach your goals.. you just have to keep pushing because if you want to change, it has to be within you. Try not to give up and just eat healthy and balanced meals.. Remember you got this! You will make it there you just have to keep going Star 1 month ago
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