These things make me want to give up

I hate getting up in the morning
I don't like seeing people but I crave human interaction
Asking for help
Asking for anything
I'm a mess
I can't get up
The world sucks
I long for a type of freedom I'm incapable of
I'm a disgusting person
I feel embarrassing
I feel tired, all the time
I'm a shitty friend
I'm a bad child to my parents
I'm a shitty sibling
I have dorky interests that are so embarrassing
I forget to eat
People feel the need to remind me to do basic things
Doing basic things
I struggle to do basic things
I'm too lazy to do much
I fall down a lot
I'm a klutz
I'm a dork
I don't know if I'm my friend's friend.
Im disgusting
I can't sleep at night
I like to stare at my ceiling
I hate seeing myself
I hate seeing others
I know I'm hurting people but I don't change
I argue over stupid shit that doesn't matter at all
I'm too moody
I can't react how I probably should
Sometimes I cry when I get really angry
I cry-laugh
I sound like maniac
I'm not enough when I should be and too much when I shouldn't be
I know I'm the type of person people forget
Political things that piss me off
Ive waited for years to get more content of shows I like
I'm a loser
I have zero volume control
I get up at 4:30-5 or I get up past 3 in the afternoon
I have passion for things but am too exhausted to continue
I'm the type of person other people talk over
I can't take a hint
Ive admired people who turn out to be terrible
I suck at things
Being too stupid
needing more
Science
Love isn't something I can seem to have
Bad days
Bad nights
Quitting
Continuing things I hate so that I don't have to quit
Words from people
Words from shows
Drama
knowing things I'll never get
Dizziness I get sometimes randomly
People I don't deserve not knowing how they're too good
Feeling indebted to anyone
Owing anyone anything
Arguments with my family/friends
Not going outside for long periods of time
Being in one place long periods of time
Overwhelming feelings
Losing people
Feeling shitty
Having my hair pulled again
Wanting to hit or punch something but being unable to
Being so frustrated
Ai
Being worthless
Not drinking energy drinks
My routine

Etcetera etcetera

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anonymous Other April 06, 2026 at 1:11 am 0 0