that guy is not a good person

ITS NOT FAIR. IM HER DAUGHTER TOO. I DON'T HATE HIM LIKE MY MOM THINKS I DO! LIKE EVERYONE SAYS I DO! I just wish things were different, I wish he was different. I wish he'd never came here. He just fucked everything up. He came to MY HOME to ruin everything. To drive a wedge between my parents. To make my mom not see I need her too. To leave all his issues here. To ask for financial help from my parents and then after getting the money just leaving. FOR FUCKS SAKE HE EVEN DESTROYED THE ROOM HE WAS STAYING IN!! He pissed on the fucking walls, left bottles with urine and peeled the wall and did a lot more. He made me get attached to his son only to not allow me to see him now. AND EVEN WITH THAT I STILL DON'T HATE HIM. I STILL ALLOW MYSELF TO WORRY ANS CARE ABOUT HIM. My mom always says "he's my son" but she ignores that he's my dad's son too. That he's MY brother too! Just because he's related to me doesn't mean I have to accept everything he does. My sister says he doesn't owe me an apology, that I should try to see my mom's point of view and not get angry when she talks about him but how? BUT HE SHOULD OWE ME AN APOLOGY! He fucked up my life not to mention if fucking up my home life wasn't enough he SCREWED my friend's mom!! how the hell can I try to get over this. How can I let my mom give me ultimatums and whine about how "he's her son".
I get my sister a lot more and she really helps but unlike with my mom when she talks about him I just want to cry. I do wish he was different. I wish if I did meet him it was a time when he wasn't like this, but from what I hear he's been like this for a long time.

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