Stupidity

I'm tired of being stupid. I feel about talent like the anime blue period depicts it, but for simplicity sake I'll say "talent".

I'm not naturally smart. I have to work my ass off to do well in anything. I'm not "talented" in anything. I played an instrument for 4 and a half fucking years and after 4 and a half fucking years I still couldn't play it even somewhat decently. I quit even though I did really try at some point. Even though at some point I wanted to play it. I'm not at all an athletic or musically "gifted" like my siblings. I draw and paint but I'm not nearly as good as others. I'm what one would call a 'klutz' I get myself hurt all the time and constantly embarrass myself. I'm generally stupid, I have to work hard while my older siblings can naturally be better at things. I hate when people imply I'm stupid even though I know they're right.

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Ugh School February 03, 2026 at 12:32 am 0 0