You're a nice person, you try to be fair with people, so you ask yourself, "now how much sense does that make?! I don't know this person. They could become my best friend for all I know."
But every time you look at them the same alarm goes off in your head. "That one is trouble."
But you tell yourself that's dumb and you keep interacting. They seem to be doing everything right for a while, then something just doesn't sit right. Still, life is long and lonely and hard and boring, so you tell yourself to stop being a judgemental twat and realize that you can either be a hermit, or you can let yourself like and love imperfect people.
That one thing still stands out in your mind, though. And then something else happens. But you have been having a decent time otherwise so you force yourself to ignore that too.
Then things really pile up. You finally say something about something. They have excuses for everything and that feels like shit too. But it's a good relationship, right? Let it go.
Ahh but now they're pissed off because you dared speak up so the shit piles higher. And you realize you were right all along.
anonymousOther September 29, 2020 at 1:00 pm10