Slept with bsfs dad

Title says it. I'm 20 and my bsf is turning 20 some time June, her dad is in her mid forties but I don't know exactly. He and my bsfs mum are divorced and she remarried.

Before this happened, I never or rarely ever interacted with my bsfs dad, the few times I met him was kinda awkward and I assumed he didn't really like me because he insisted my bsf hang out with her cousins instead but that was years ago. Flash forward, I got drunk in a bar and he took me to his place, also drunk, and things got going. I can barely remember what happened but I know we did it, I wasn't black out or anything just in a drunken state of mind. The next morning he apologised and told me not to tell my bsf, I agreed and it was awkward after that. Since I left my car at the bar he dropped me off there and then apologised one more time, gave me his number and then told me to text if I needed anything. I don't plan on texting him, but now I feel ashamed to ever face my friend. I don't know what to do, I can't tell anybody else other than one friend I trust the most but other than that wtf am I supposed to do?? I feel like I need to tell her but I know she's just gonna be disgusted with me and probably distance herself, I would too if my friend told me she gave up the nyash to my dad.

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anonymous Other March 29, 2024 at 9:38 am 0 0