shit

i can't stop crying and im supposed to go into class in an hour. all my friends have been super mid lately and i have no one to talk to about it because everyone is part of the problem. i tried to text my best friend, i know she's busy but as i was explaining my feelings the notification popped up that she went on do not disturb and that honestly made me feel like shit and idk that makes me feel even more dramatic but i feel like im always invisible and no one wants to listen to me. i don't have that many friends but doesnt that mean i can dedicate more time to the ones i have? and yet none of them make time for me and i feel so fucking lonely and i can't even complain because i go to an amazing school but i get bad fucking grades and i don't get the point anymore because genuinely nothing i do is rewarded. and my best friend has a new boyfriend who is GENUINELY the devil and her energy has changed so much and she leaves me on read 90% of the time which is just great and i feel even more invisible. idk it's just painful idk how to not care.

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anonymous Friends May 19, 2026 at 3:47 pm 1 1