Random dump

What is my reason for watching corn. I feel like I have reached a stage where I am not trying achieve what I see in corn, but I am now moreso intrigued by the acting of it all, the exaggeration behind it, and the lackluster script. It’s damn near comical to me now and I seem to only watch it out of habit. Now I may still get turned ofc, but not enough to want to goon. I hate that I am stuck with the habit moreso than the actual enjoyment of watching it. I want to find better outlets/habits to help replace the ease corn used to provide me, but I can’t think of any. I know God is still working within me; matter of fact I have to believe that God is still working in me. But I just want something tangible and healthy that can replace the habit. You could say read a book; I’ve been doing that. You could say workout, I have the groups of friends that I have been working out with. I love watching TV, despite the fact that everything on television is trash or does not last long enough to mean anything. I guess beyond pray I don’t know what else helps to replace the thought of wanting to doom scroll through those types of apps. It’s like I get so bored doom-scrolling when, but in the same breath I am waiting for that spark or that dopamine hit, cause I have already gotten here, why would I now leave unsatisfied

PS: Dumping out my feelings here really does help!

---

Amomynous Religion May 29, 2026 at 2:53 pm 0 0