Not rlly pissed, just downright exhausted...

Bro I don't want to be a teen anymore, ion wanna be a student anymore, ion wanna be a neurosurgeon anymore just cuz it sounds cool, I want to live somewhere where not too much responsibilities chase me, I want to be somewhere without worrying about my happiness or status, ion wanna be in this world where you have to be something so you can be seen...earth, no... This world confuses me cuz humans like discovering till their hearts desire, even if they risk their sanity and soul for it...i know we all gonna die someday and the fact that I'm just gonna be stuck in the thought that I'm still a teen turning 17 this year and I wanna make the most of it but can't do nothing about it, slightly saddens me, cuz if I did the opposite life and people will give me reasons to doubt and regret it, I can only do so much but I think I'm just being too dramatic at this point Whahhhaa, honestly I don't know what to feel about t, everything feels so forced I guess and I just use what feelings goes for me, plaster it all over my face and call it a day and then rewind, and to be honest I wish the concept of what school, college, jobs gives me (or people rather) isn't too heavy...it makes me think someone built this bullshit system where in order to strive in this planet, we need to pay, Bro it's just plain stupid, I just wanna be a human being where I don't want to worry about anything or everything, but here I am, almost at the brink of questioning myself: what the hell am I doing with my life...

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anonymous Other February 22, 2026 at 1:14 am 0 0