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i hate my dad. ik, "hes the only dad you got" "your just being dramatic" yada yada but- you dont understand.
god i cant even put it into words. every time he talks to me i shut down and go into auto pilot. it used to only be when he would yell but now its every time. i hate this. i hate feeling like this. i wish i could go back to the way it was. when i looked up to him. it honestly feels like he just does all the stuff hes done for fun now. or for something to entertain himself with.
why can i just be like how they all want? ik they dont like me. they express it very clearly. ive tried changing. but it just seems that i get worse every time. i dont know what to do anymore.
anonymous Home March 01, 2021 at 4:58 pm 0
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