my big ex

Was very warm towards me at first, then after she knew how much I cared, began this hot and cold shit. A love bi-polar. Jealous as hell if other women looked at me or paid any attention. Controlling. Manipulative. It reached a point for the last few years of our situation, where she'd push me away, pull me back, push, pull, push, pull. Made me feel ugly and worthless as shit. Yet, the idea it could work this time made me come back, every time. Finally, I gave up and stepped away.

Now, lets see the tally. She looks 1000X worse than she did. I still look alright for a slightly above average dood. I'm doing okay. She posts shit about booze, or there's always booze bottles in the background of her Facebook pictures. I don't know why she didn't ever remove me as a friend, I don't wanna see this shit, and don't want the drama if I remove her first.

She's married to a dopey-er looking guy than me, who like her seems to LOVE Kaluha and other low grade "exotic" alcohol drinks. I bet getting drunk after work each day, talking about high school is fun. I bet she pushes and pulls him away too.

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anonymous Relationships November 22, 2024 at 2:04 pm 0 0