modern society is broken communication

people who only reply to me bc they want a reaction from me are annoying. if they cant contribute ti the conversation nor answer my questions maturely then im not going to give them the reactions they want. why is it whenever i complain about feeling like no ones listening to me they give me attitude for it and tell me to rather rudely that im almost not worthy of receiving extra attention yet theres insecure middle age and older men whod say any sort of shitty joke for a reaction and attention its pathetic its also why id rather not date nor marry anyone and people are crummy friends really who just seem to have friends based on their outward image or their facades bc they cant be arsed to be genuinely having to put extra effort into listening if its not a topic of their interests.

sometimes i just want a normal two ended discussion without attitude or a damned joke. no one takes what i say properly anymore its like they give me barely the minimum listening time and only reply if its something of interest to them. so tired of modern society and its inability to not seem like utter two faced cunts who turn a blind eye the moment you mention a topic they do not like or they do not care about it so they do not discuss it with you.

it is so hard to find connections with people even close relatives seem so distant nowadays not even hearing from them for months or even years. friends who seem more like people you once knew or maybe never knew or people you once considered to be tour friends but they never were

also when you try venting to people they dont fucking care anymore for listening to anothers complaints in case it might critique them in any way why am i expected to ask for more from them when they should care to give more efforts into basic communication that they clearly lack in yet theyll yammer away about the most inane shit possible and id just be listening bc ik im not going to get extra attention that i have been lacking recently. knobheads. people r utter knobheads. cant fully trust them cant fully get their attention nor have them look at you when you are trying to talk to them all bc its too much effort on their part.

people dont own up to anything these days they deny and deflect as much as they can and tell those who feel worse to simply not ask much from them.

people still on the streets and rich people be like nah they dont get to invite people into their homes unless its their other rich relatives. people telling kids its ok to be as obnoxious loud and demanding for attention will only make them shitty friends as they get older bc no one would want to be around a spoilt entitled brat when they become an adult. am tired of having to often do twice or thrice the effort for a measely unthought out response or often only getting a small handful of one sided responses from people who dont really care about you.

am tired of the way christmas and other holidays have become about being as excessive and expensive as they can be yet no one give a damn if no one can afford it shops be like hey lets up the prices again.

am tired of every form of entertainment being so overpriced and overhyped to the point its like we cannot simply enjoy it anymore without having to invest a fortune into it

am tired of attitudes and entitled pricks who think they get to be the star of their mundane world whilst the rest of society gets ignored or is often left out of such experiences. once again it always seems to come down to having to fit ourselves to the way others want ourselves to be or the things we have to habe done and own in order to genuinely fit in with the rest of the herds.

am tired of always feeling like im just not ticking boxes anymore

am tired of being told how i should or shouldnt be and feeling like people dont truly know me anymore or just that theyd only want to be a friend for their benefit but not care for the actual connection we were supposed to have am tired of people seemingly brush off how i feel about anything and then denying that they do it when they claim to be listening but they obviously havent got the attention spans to truly listen to you unless its about themselves

people so self absorbed these days its saddening to witness

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whatever Other December 03, 2023 at 2:12 am 0 0