Maybe if I weren't ugly, I'd be loved

Today is my birthday. I don't like my birthday anymore, this has been my worst one yet. Last year, all I got was a half assed "happy birthday btw" by my best friend. We're not friends anymore, so tell me why I'm being insulted, having things thrown at me, and publicly humiliated this year. My current best friend did nothing to help and actually joined in on the name-calling; she couldn't care less that it was my birthday. I got so embarrassed, I went home. I had no decorations, no presents, not even a happy birthday from my own siblings. My own father refused to look at me. What did I do wrong? I only just turned 14, and I just want to be acknowledged and respected and not slandered, and I want to feel loved and not tossed to the side. Maybe if I were smarter and prettier, I would be remembered better. But I'm just a retarded ugly no one, my birthday doesn't even deserve to be celebrated. If I were my dad, I wouldn't look at me either.

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anonymous Other October 28, 2025 at 5:19 pm 1 1