maybe i'm just hope too much

no, today isn't my bday. but i suddenly remember smt.
every year, well of course there's people remember my bday, like my parents/family and some friends.
and tbh i don't really care if people (friends that i don't close or online friends) don't say anything to me.
but there's one circle, i think them as one of my closest friends. maybe i'm the only one who think of that.
i hope them to say something. i don't expect anything. i just want them to remember. i know maybe they're just busy. but, when it's the other person bday, they remember... they wish happy bday to them. but why are they forget mine? am i actually not that important? (fyi, we already know since middle school and now we're all already working.)
maybe you all gonna think like "why don't you say it?" how can I say it if it's already near. i don't want they think that i'm desperate or i'm hoping i get some gifts.... i just want the remember, because why they remember the other but not me...? why they prepare gift (we buy it together) when i never got one from them?
it feels stupid in this age, but it still feels hurt

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anonymous Other February 22, 2026 at 10:53 pm 0 0