Ive never gotten to have a healthy relationship with a guy before. Ive never known what its like and i have so much trauma from past relationships and now im in this wonderful healthy relationship with my boyfriend and hes literally perfect for me. He listens to me, knows what i like, takes care of me and i love it and i love him and i appreciate him so much but underneath it all all i feel is guilty like i dont deserve it at all and i feel like if i dont express that to him im going to end up lashjng out because that tiny voice in the back of my head wants me to believe hes doing all of this because he wants something from me and im scared but i also love him so much and im just so tired of being scared.
anonymousRelationships April 06, 2025 at 12:16 pm00
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