Lonely

I'm so lonely it's making me depressed... It's not like I don't have friends or anything it's just that I'm not anyone's main friend. I feel so out of place in school and like escaping most of the time. I used to have loads of friends but we've all grown distant cos we're not in the same classes anymore and I kind of stained my reputation last year because of past mistakes(which I own up to I fr sucked) and what traumatized me was that I was boycotted against people were posting the same stories about this person that was way better than me even people I called my friends joined on it and since then I haven't been the same. I'm so lonely it hurts and I just want to start all over again. I keep hoping one day things will be better but I'm slowly losing faith. I wonder if I ever find real friends in my life who genuinely care about me friends who ask if I'm okay, who stay behind so that they can wait for me, who ask me to hang out and stuff. So ye that's my rant I'm gonna cry now lol.

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nyt Friends April 19, 2024 at 10:42 pm 0 0