lonely

can smone pls hold me. can smone pls hug me. can smone pls tell me that everything will be okay. i've lived a lot of ppl. and a lot of ppl have left. one told me i wasn't worth their time. one had a boyfriend to take care of. one. are and getting popular. everyone i love leaves. and i'm stuck on my bathroom floor curled in a ball. i wish i could focus on smth else. i wish i could focus on my college apps and focus on my day and focus on my grades, but i cant. i can't focus because my parents put pressure on every decision. u can't go to a state school, u have to go to a t20, u can't get a b, u can't go out with ur friends. they control everything by setting expectations, but they don't help me reach those expectations. ive always done my math myself, studied for the big tests on my own. they never once check anything while im doing it. they say they trust me, but if i ever do smth imperfect, they scream and yell. i wish they'd listen to me and hold me and tell it's finna be okay. but that wont ever happen.

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anonymous Other September 25, 2025 at 9:03 pm 0 0