lmao

It's weird never amounting to anything and I doubt being rejected from good highschools makes it feel better i kinda just wanna kms
and no it isn't just for that its just everything is mediocre what I do and I'm just a floater if it makes sense. Everyone I know is just addicted to one thing or looks a certain way that if I can't fit in or delete it, it just makes me an outcast. I don't remember one time when my friends reached out to me first because I'm the one who always had to
not to mention how now apparently I need therapy but why? I'm not having a hard time in life. I just want to wear what I want without being judged from people I crave approval from and honestly being someone's good friend. Deleting all my social media with some online friends I learned to love isn't making it better, only worse
I know I won't get anywhere in life from bad grades, difficulty to remember anything, and literally everything I have no valuable skills that will make me someone unique or truly stand out
I kid u not yesterday I was trying vkei and gyaru inspired makeup just to get hated on by my sister and dad, and to add on I got ghosted from all my friends
life is weird buttttt its ok chat bec i gotta last till may 13 or I'll never see jiluka

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anonymous Other February 17, 2026 at 6:26 pm 0 0