life kinda sucks

i hate life rn, which i know people have it worse but still. im homeschooled and missing out on my teen years cause of my terrible stepdad and anxious mother...its messing me up. im stage one autistic so some social things are already a struggle but then i lack experience of socializing with people my age. been homeschooled from half of 8th grade til almost 12th grade no clubs or outside activities with people my age. i have a boyfriend hes amazing but i think hes gonna get tired of me or cheat cause i dont have the freedom to do what he can yet.. just 5 months then i can hang out with him freely.. also i recently (like last week) heard about 'age regressing' i was curious and looked it up only to realize ive been doing most of these things without realizing. another thing i dont know who i am.. like my stepdad is so overbearing that i dont know what my personality would be like if i didnt have to walk around eggshells my whole life

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J Other July 09, 2025 at 4:39 pm 0 0