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Im overwhelmed with studies at the moment

first year in but I dont got a study system going on its ANNOYING ME
I FEEL LIKE A DISORGANISED BLUB THAT CANT MOVE WHILE MY PEERS ARE RIDING STEAM-ENGINED TRAINS AND IM DYING

THE CONTENT IS SO HEAVY and it's not like I dont study, I DO AND ITS INEFFECTIVE STUDY METHODS. IM SCARED IF I DONT ACE THIS UNI THING I wONT BE ABLE TO KEEP UP WITH PEERS

ILL BE SEEN AS AN IDIOT IM SCARED IM SCARED IM SCaredddd

*proceeds to smile and be demure*

NOT ONLY BEING THIS WAY IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII I hate myself
I hate how I dont act mature enough
I hate how I tend to get autistic and be happy like a kid around people I like

I hate my existence

I hate lacking in everything I do

IM SCARED IM SCARED IM SCARED IM SCARED that people see through that I am not what I appear to be.

Please, help.
o School October 18, 2024 at 11:30 am 0
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