Im obsessed with a minecraft cult

I am a 14 year old female with a small friendgroup who i play multiple different games with, one of them being Minecraft.

Okay so this all started in around 2023 summer (i was 11-12).
I had finally bought Minecraft after years of wanting to because my at the time crush/bsf(we will call him boyfriend because im dating him now) FINALLY and THANKFULLY talked me into buying it. Not soon after did I meet some great people in our little Minecraft realm, many of them being my boyfriends friends. The Realm started off as any Minecraft server with your friends in it. Building bases, grinding, stealing, creating allies, pranking, and just having fun in general.
It was all normal up until some players demanded to go to the end to beat the dragon, this was my first time actually playing Minecraft, especially with friends and I wanted to take things slow, especially because I basically SUCK at the game.

There was a voting between going to the End and waiting a little longer, waiting gladly won but it wasnt long until the other players decided to go to the End saying that we either come with them, or we dont. whatever we choose they will go anyway with or without us. I, and some other people decided to finally just go with them (i knew that otherwise i would NOT be able to beat the enderdragon).
Well, we won the fight and I somehow didnt die, it was until we started heading home that i died, and i had left my spawnpoint at the enderportal so now i was basically stuck hundreds of blocks under the ground and thousands of blocks away from home, so naturally one of the server members who i wasnt really close to came for rescue!! (we will call them Wou). Wou tried to come save me but uhm- it ended up on them dying aswell, but sadly it was getting late so everyone was already going offline. Me and Wou then started creating a small base to create around the enderportal for safety (+we did not have anything better to do).

We actually got SOO BORED that we created a straight up religion that we would pray to... (IT WAS A JOKE, WE DID IT ALL AS A JOKE. WE ARE BOTH ATHEISTS). As we were at the end portal we came up with a name for the religion ,,Chorus'' (-chorus fruit from the end).

As the two most unstable and artistic people on the server we became talking and throwing ideas for our little religion, and uh... lets just say that the Minecraft's chorus fruit basically became a drug in it all...

After me and Wou FINALLY made it back to the base we actually invited one of our friends and my boyfriend to join to "religion" and suprisingly they said yes, soon after we started building some sorts of a church for Chorus.
Well sadly the rest of the server were looking for "server lore" and werent really openminded in the idea of creating a religion of sorts. They soon started threatening the members of Chorus including me, they ended up doing a bunch of weird messed up shit and making drama, after some time me and other Chorus members made an escape plan and left base, we travelled around 6k blocks in the nether (we went around 70k blocks in the overworld) and started building a new base, we call it "Wonderland" (reeaaal original ik).

We moved in actually really nicely, of course after some time the other members found Wonderland but they all got banned for different reasons that i wont list. We started then building a even bigger and better church in Wonderland for Chorus. If you ask me it looks absolutely Wonderful (heh get it-? you- like you know-.... wonderland- wonderful..? nvm...).

And as the people who have many things going on in their lives we travelled even more, and made more for Chorus, now we have a Chorus village and some sort of a-... you cant even call that thing a house... well some sort of massive building thats straight up- weird, made for the members of Chorus. Apparently its a little home that Chorus gave for us to like in and stay when we dont have work to do. (Fuck off English isint my first language)


About Chorus:

-You might be wondering why I called Chorus a "cult" in the title but this whole thing is about some made up religion, well to enter the Chorus "cult" you must be killed with a special knife (what was sadly stolen by a banned member) to show that you're willing to give ur life away for Chorus.

-Also there is a massive sacrifice hole in the new Church, tho its in the basement (it goes all the way to the bedrock and the church is on a mountain).

-Like i said Chorus has chorus fruits(drugs) that are then given to the members, the members do not get any other sort of pay of the work they do.

-Chorus is seen as a goddess, something beyond our little human minds, and Chorus wants to help us get away from this endless circle of rebirth so we can move on to the next stage of like (You know in Minecraft when you die you respawn).



How IM obsessed with it:

-Ive been thinking about Chorus nonestop for the past month or two, keep in mind it was created like 2 years ago.

-The Chorus symbol was created by Wou in under a minute when we asked for one, and ive been drawing it nonestop, ive also made new versions for it that in my personal opinion look better/fitting.

-I dont feel like im a atheist anymore, i actually feel like i belive in this little cult we've created in minecraft even though i know well it isint real. i cant help but to belive there is some sort of a powerful being here trying to help us get out of this limbo of rebirth to enter the next stage of existance of our souls and maybe we will also become something bigger like a god. I just cant stop but feel like there is some sort of a powerful being giving us hints what to do in life and to help us get to the right way.
(I also think all the religion stuff is straight up bullshit like for an example jesus, that guy was not real gang).

-On my little free time ive made some Chorus "headcannons" (i write ALOT (mostly in my first language)). Some of them being that when the members belive someones soul is ready to be let go and move from the rebirth loop, the members kill them and then cannibalise their corpse so no empty pure corpse is left to rot on this painful planet of negativity.

Yeah thanks for reading, i left out some weird details like how i pick up all the yellow flowers and lock them in my houses basement because they are curropting the world and others with negativity (i dont know why or how it started but its became like an addiction, something i cant stop doing. and somehow i feel like "chorus" wants me to do it. all my friends tell me to stop it.) WHO SAID THAT....

Yeah i clearly am not in the right state of mind and ill be going to therapy as soon as possible, but its really interesting how little religions or cults can poses someone like that, even if i know its all bullshit and made up a part of me still belives it. at first it was just a funny joke but now its a part of me and how i act. please there is no need to try and support me or anything, just take this as an example of how easily people can belive something if they tell themselves or others tell them something over and over again.

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Kitkat Religion July 20, 2025 at 6:26 pm 0 0