idk if I wanna be friends anymre

i really wanna throw a brick at your massive forehead you fucking slob. every single time we interact you always sexualize me and no matter how many times i express discomfort you NEVER EVER STOP. you always claim to be my "friend" and you keep saying you're gay, so i trusted you. i trusted you to not objectify me like every other man i've met, but apparently even a gay man cant respect women. like damn i know thats just your way of complimenting me but i've been telling you to stop for the past year. you'll stop a conversation just to go "yk you're so sexy, i could dick you down/eat you out" like STOP?????? DONT??????? i dont want ANYONE saying that about me especially since im asexual and am REPULSED BY SEX due to literal trauma. but you dont care. you never cared tbh, even if you read this rant you'd still walk up to me at the asscrack of dawn in the middle of a hallway and say the most sexual remarks OUT LOUD for the entire globe to hear. you dont respect me and its obvious. but it's not like i can do anything about it, you're one of my closest friends and we've been inseparable since 3rd grade. you know everything about me and i know everything about you. we have a type of bond that i will never be able to recreate with anyone else, but you just dont respect my one singular boundary. i have ONE, and that's the only one you refuse to abide by. you always think im joking whenever i tell you to stop but im not, im always being serious. you never take me seriously whenever i express any negative emotion directed at you specifically, but as soon as i return the energy there's a problem, you're such a fucking hypocrite and i wish you'd get over yourself.

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anonymous Friends May 05, 2024 at 11:56 pm 1 1