I don't really know, but i feel like i really want to you know.. commit.. it has been stuck in my mind for so long since I was 6 years old..
Sometimes I cut myself, and I tried.. I tried okay..? But.. it's no hope, when i do it i feel like i don't want to stop.. and it's killing me, even when i'm eating i feel so disgusted about myself, I just.. geneniuly feel so ugly.. and at school they look at me with eyes.. I don't know how to explain it, but I think they look at me like I'm filthy disgusting.. like a person have feelings okay? But I think people just forget it at some point..
Even my thoughts are filled with sadness, depression, and bitterness..
I just want to end my life, right here right now.. but no, I won't, I'll just try to prevent it from happening..
anonymousOther December 14, 2025 at 6:16 am00
Rant Tags
Get Social and Share