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i feel so lost and confused. all my life i’ve just felt aimless. i don’t know who i am. it seems that my ego has gotten a hold of me again and i feel pushed farther away from my own nature. i would like to just let it all go. i would love to let it float away. to be present, relaxed, confident, radiant, well rested, happy, healthy, sweet, amazing. but i just feel awful. i feel like an alien. i know this human experience is a limited time only. i know i will die one day. actually my brain won’t let me think that as a reality. it just wants to create more stupid drama and think it knows what it’s talking about but really it doesn’t know anything. i want to let go so bad. i don’t know what i am at all. i have these heavily ingrained programs of being insecure unsure and unhealthy and it hurts so much to transmute them. i feel so dense. so heavy and weighed down. i dont know what to do.
Briana Other February 27, 2025 at 11:08 pm 1
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