I want it to stop

I’m going to make this as simple as I can, this house I grew up in will probably be my own chance, I’m on benefits no I’m not lazy I don’t want all of that rubbish people trying and say “others work”. I physically and mentally can’t, it’s infuriating trying to get someone to understand that so I’m not even going to attempt because it’s like talking to a brick wall, & that’s not even the purpose of this, only partially. My sister comes here time to time, we’ve had a lot of losses in this family grief is every year of every day. My neighbour across from us isn’t that nice even tho she acts it but she can get real nasty to my sister and it starts arguments between the two and of course my mum comes out to defend her daughter. But we got two new neighbours now and it’s embarrassing like I live here too and they said about smashing things up, I can’t fight I can’t defend my family nor do I want that to happen. It’s always arguing whenever they see each other with the other always being the blame and we got another neighbour where that neighbour goes to so they could talk bad about my family. It’s not nice, maybe I’m pathetic for crying, i just don’t like it, i don’t like how my neighbour speaks horrible to my mum when all she does is try’s her best. I’m here to look after my mum, at home I’m the only one that really helps her and it hurts my heart because we live here and having all them standing outside like a big group with just me and my mum I nearly cried right in front of their faces it was horrible. People in the uk aren’t nice. People don’t care. And that’s why they’re are like that. I just want them to leave my family alone or to be anywhere but here

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