I m stressed

I feel like nobody wants to talk to me, I’m always there for my friends when they need to talk about something that’s bothering them, but it feels like they’re never there for me, I like a boy and we’re not dating, but he knows I like him and he told me he liked me many times but he never acts like it, I mean sometimes he does act like it and sometimes he doesn’t, and he’s really cold sometimes, tbh it’s my first time finding someone like him, I got so attached to him and I liked him so much, and it’s hard to let him go, even tho I want to do that so bad, I cry every night because of his cold texts, I don’t feel wanted by anyone, I’ve met other boys but I still wanted him not them, and honestly “love” or whatever distracted me a lot from my school work, I stay up all night just talking to him, I forgot about my homework and assignments, I feel like I’m failing school because I got so distracted, and I’m scared that I’m gonna get yelled at by my mom if I didn’t get a good grade, I want to talk about my feelings and stuff like that with someone, I just want someone to listen to me, I just want to rant but I never found the perfect person, and my best friend only likes talking about herself, she doesn’t even care about me, idk.

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whoever Friends May 14, 2021 at 7:12 pm 2 0