i'm so tired

i'm just so tired of nobody taking me and my health concerns seriously. my grandparents won't drive two hours to get me to take me to the doctor and i have no other alternative ride. there's something wrong inside me and nobody cares or takes me seriously and now i have to wait a month to see my doctor and i'm scared. and i feel alone and afraid. i don't know what i did to deserve not being taken seriously or listened to i don't lie and i'm not a bad person. why don't they care? is there something wrong with me? i'm just scared and i don't want to die young and i know there's something wrong. they keep guilting me into not going to the er because we can't afford the bills and the ambulance and everything so i just try not to move or do too much. i just want to feel better again. is that too much to ask? everybody tells me to pray that they're praying for me but it never works and i just want somebody to help me somebody real. i'm sorry if you're reading this i don't mean to be a burden but i think that's what i am to most people. i'm sorry.

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alone Other August 25, 2025 at 2:20 pm 0 0