I'm so done with this

This guy is gonna be the death of me. Tell me why my boyfriend is always just between being the best person possibly alive and being an actual corpse in texting. Like, bitch, you know that we meet so rarely so why are you being silent as hell for days??? And he always always say he's busy that's why he can't reply fast. At first I thought there's no way this man js so busy he can't reply a goddamn text in more than a week. And then he showed that he actually just does not reply to texts when he's really busy with work. Tell me why this guy ignores everyone when he has work, I thought it's a me problem but this brother doesn't even reply to his own family and friends (he's super close with his family). I'm in so much emotion because of this breathing XY chromosome. He is such a nice person and an amazing boyfriend when he is actually living outside of his goddamn jobs. And while this poor man is trying to live his life peacefully, it feels like I just be existing on the side demanding his attention. But I can't even say I'm begging for scraps of attention because when he finally after ten thousand years of being delivered, respond, he always apologise and we can go on to talk for hours because of him. When this guy responds, he be the best human alive. But when he's not, I feel like I'm either dating a dead man or not dating at all. And because my ass is anxious as hell, everytime he dipped my mind went panic overload, oh is he fed up with me, is he already bored and gonna leave, is he ghosting me, will he ever reply back???? So yeah that's my dating life now, gonna go cry now because I'm left delivered for 2 weeks now and I don't know if he will come back. I swear I'll crash out if he actually leaves, he's veen the best thing that happen to me in these past few years.

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anonymous Dating June 26, 2025 at 7:19 am 0 0