I'm being ignored by everyone!

You know something, this is a ranting site, so i'm not gonna be as polite as I usually am.
I'm sick of always being ignored by people who I message on social medias. I try to reach out to people to talk to them, to share my thoughts, I'm even on Tinder. But do I get a reply? Do I get acknowledged? NO! I get nothing! I've sent hundreds of likes to girls and I get nothing. Anyone who says they met their partner on Tinder is either shot-in-the-dark lucky or just a flat out liar!
Another example is I bought something from Ebay that hasn't been dispatched yet, I messaged the guy asking when it'll be dispatched and guess what, no reply!
Why? Maybe its because I'm Asperger's and they think I'm some kind of blabbering weirdo talking out of his ass! That I'm easy to push around! Because I'm not! I'm Aspergers, but I'm not dense!
Well let me tell you guys something, at least I'm decent enough to actually reply to a damn email! Its called manners!
I wrote to a youtuber the other day and they still haven't gotten back to me. Why? Because they think they're so important that they don't have time to reply to a guy like me? You're a Youtuber, not a fucking movie producer, get your fat ass off your fucking high chair!
Hundreds of people are all the same, assholes who look at people like me and see worthless dirt!
Sometimes I just wanna take a knife and stab something and imagine its the people I hate! Show them they made a mistake making an enemy out of me!
Why the fuck do I have to put up with this shit? I've always been the nice guy, but what do I get for it? Cold shoulders, high anxiety and the feeling of being worthless! It all feels so personal because of my Asperger's and that is discrimination in my eyes.

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Matt Other November 12, 2024 at 11:16 pm 0 0