i just want him to like me thats all

During year 8, one of my friends had a friendship split up, and one of those friends, had come to me to give him advice on how to cope without his best friend . so we started talking a lot, and hung out for quite some time, like everyday. and i had such a huge ass crush on this guy, it was fucking massive, loll. But i never believed that he felt the same way back, which he didn't, lets clarify that. So later on in the academic year, he and his best friend reunited again, it was like that break never happened. after that happened, we never had that same connection again, and since then, its like we are strangers that walked past each-other on the street. So we go into year 10, when i've discovered that my stupid arse likes him again, most likely cause of the haircut, but now he likes a girl that he sits next to in math, and omg when i tell you she is the most snakiest out of all the snakes, i'm telling you the truth. She is bitchy and two faced, that you cant tell if one side of her is real or not. But anyway, he likes her, and she deefo doesn't like him, but i do, i like him so much, and i don't know why, and i hate that i don't have a reason for why i have such a stupid crush. but it just bothers me on how much he has changed to his boy that was so sweet and kind and so genuine, to some guy that i don't recognize. I feel like im in a taylor swift song rn lmao. All im saying is that i want him to like me back, i want to have that connection like we did in year 8, i miss it too much for me to just forget it, and rn all i feel like is that im just a wrapper to throw away in the bin, i feel like thats all he sees of me.

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not tell you this Crushes April 27, 2024 at 7:12 pm 0 0