I hope she'll feel what i feel

I fucking hate my mom. I hate her. context: i hate being late and have diagnosed anxiety so my fear of being late is worsened. even by a minute. A late is late. I've tried talking to her about this. She KNOWS how much i hate being late. yet she doesnt take me seriously. it'll be 7:45 and i need to be there by 8 and its a 20 minute drive there, and she'll still be like "oh! have you put on perfume?" "oh put on lipstick" normally im not opposed to those things, but they are at the BOTTOM of my list when im late. she also ALWAYS makes me feel bad about anything. I cant be outwardly mad about anything bc it'll all just be arguements and she knows i dont have the means to leave the house (im a minor). I cant be sad or else its just lectures about "oh just be the bigger person. orh smth like that. I cant be mad/upset or else "you know me and your dad have to walk around eggshells all over you!!" whihc is so funny since i cant show any emotion but happy around her. why cant she understand that sometimes i just want to be listened to. not lectured. just listened to. at least for a while. sorry this doesnt seem as bad as i assume to be all of your other issues but i have no one to get this off my chest.

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J Relationships February 05, 2026 at 4:34 am 0 0