I hated New Years

I was really looking forward to this year as I had everything planned out. Last year my friends and I went downtown and were planning on doing it again this year. However, on New Year’s Eve I get a text last minute saying they weren’t gonna go, stay home, and drink. I hate last minute plans/cancellations especially I drove an hour and a half and stayed in a place I hate just so I can celebrate. I would have gone and would leave before they started drinking (trauma issues) but they already started so those plans were scrapped. My mom left to be with her boyfriend. My step dad left to go to an amusement park. My friends were with their families. The rest of my family are out of state or out of the city, it was too late to drive over. So I was alone. And I cried. I was alone on Christmas Day and cried the night before. I hate that my mom would rather spend time with a man she knew less than a year than with me.

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anonymous Other January 02, 2026 at 2:55 am 0 0