i hate my voice

i hate my voice

i hate that people ask me to repeat things even tho they seem to hear others just fine and i hate being told i have a soft voice too and that people can seemingly switch off and avoid listening to me then i have to repeat myself. i get some people can be hard of hearing or they act like they have poor hearing but really they are not fooling me they just waste my breathe on them cause theyre fake and uninterested in what im saying so i should stop trying but then it gets boring just hearing others yap away so much. it seems my voice only works when its one to one rather than in a group setting with narcs who want to have the attention always on themselves. i see right through these fakes.

theres nothing wrong with my soft quiet voice and everything wrong with how they are wired to only be the centre of the discussion and ice me out of conversations because they dont like what i say

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anonymous Other February 01, 2025 at 10:31 pm 0 0