I hate my life

I don't know what to even start this with. My depression has been getting worse and my meds don't help. It doesn't help that my dad is transphobic, and knows I'm transgender. I've tried to age regress, but my parents won't let me. I keep falling back on self harm as a coping mechanism. Honestly I've thought about ending it recently. I hate everything about myself and everyone else. Everybody my age is an asshole, i can't be myself without judgement. Since i live in America, i don't even feel safe to be myself. I'm constantly getting deadnamed, nobody recognizes me as a boy, it's just really shitty. I wish i could go back to a time where i could actually be happy. I'm fucking useless, ugly, stupid, worthless, and annoying. I just want to be accepted. I don't know what to do anymore. I can't even hide my arms for much longer without suspicion because it's summer. I feel so hopeless. I don't know what to do with my life anymore.

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Oliver Other May 31, 2025 at 10:15 pm 0 0