I hate having a high libido

18F, almost 19, chronically single and a virgin with a high libido. It feels great until I'm finished. I always feel like such a freak when I'm done taking care of myself, or like there's something wrong with me. I have no one to relate to for this, and no one to talk to. Initiating conversation about sex with my friends or family makes them and myself feel disgusted. My friends are either super religious or innocent as a lamb, and even my friends with boyfriends who are active complain about how much their boyfriends want to do it with them. And yeah, I feel jealous because I've never had a boyfriend or girlfriend before, so I can't relate to their situation. To me, it feels like they're suffering from success, and I know it's not true, that everyone has their own struggles. But I'm lonely, and I wonder if I should feel disgusted with how much drive I have. People might say "no, it's normal and even healthy", but I don't think they'll understand how it feels to wonder if you're a pervert, especially compared to everyone you know.

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maya Body February 09, 2025 at 1:19 am 0 0