I hate everything

Listen, I know that school sucks and how I am failling and how I only have three days to keep my grades up... BUT THATS MY POINT! I KNOW I MIGHT FAIL AND NOT GRADUATE! I KNOW THAT! I DON'T NEED YOU TO TELL ME THAT AND YELL IT TO MY FACE EVERYTIME! I WAS TRYING TO SAY SOMETHING I THOUGHT WAS INTERESTING BUT NOOOOOO YOU HAVE TO INTERUPT ME BY SAYING HOW I'M FAILING AND THAT YOURE DISAPOINTED IN ME! IM DISAPOINTED IN MYSELF TOO I'M TRYING TO PASS MY CLASSES AS WELL! I'M THE ONE THAT NEEDS TO PASS! IT DOESN'T HELP THAT YOU YELL AND TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD BE DOING! ON TOP OF THAT, I DON'T THINK I LIKE MY RELIGION THAT MUCH! YEAH I KINDA JUST WANT TO STOP GOING TO CHURCH EVERY GOD DAMN DAY AND THAN GOING TO WHOLE OTHER THING ABOUT THE SAME SHIT WEVE BEEN LEARNING ALL DAY! IM SICK OF IT! MY LIFE SUCKS AND THE FIRST GIRLFRIEND IVE HAD DECIDED TO BREAK UP A WEEK AFTER WE STARTED DATING THE DAY BEFORE VALENTINES DAY BECAUSE FUCK ME RIGHT? WRONG, NO ONE EVER WANTS TO DATE ME AND DON'T WANT ME NEAR THEM AND THAT I ANNOY THE FUCK OUT OF EVERYONE! LISTEN IM SORRY I'M TRYING TO SHARE SOMETHING I LIKE BUT CAN YOU NOT INSULT ME EVERY TIME I DO OR SAY SOMETHING!? ANOTHER THING, WHEN I WEAR MY COSTUME OR SOME ELABORATE HAT OR SOMETHING THAT MIGHT EMBARRES ME, IM NOT EMBARRESED, IN FACT I EMBRACE IT! I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE DAY WHERE I GET TO WEAR SOME GOOFY SHIT BUT IM SORRY YOUR EMBARRESED TO EVEN KNOW ME FOR LETTING ME BE MY TRUE SELF! SO EVERYONE GET OFF YOUR HIGH HORSES BY THINKING YOU KNOW BETTER THAN EVERYONE AND LISTEN TO OTHER PEOPLES PROBLEMS BECAUSE I CAN'T KEEP LISTENING TO YOURS!

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anonymous Other May 29, 2024 at 2:41 am 1 0