i feel like everything i do means nothing

Anything I do feels like it gets put under the rug; no matter how good I'm in school, no matter how much I help around the house, it feels like my M only sees the bad, and I think it because I got my D's name just a bit ago I hit my lil B by accident and she went off on me about how if I gave him a black eye or something like that she was going to give me one and said that I always do something but I barely start anything if at all and she shows favoritism all the time if she makes a rule most of the time only me and my lil S in hot water but not B (btw the ages are 6 11 13) I the oldest that is living here I have three older siblings 16 22 or 23 and 24) I do admit to having some problems with anger, but most of the time I don't even leave my room because to be the other 2 are a bit annoying some times. she also gives money to my older sister, 16, and my little bro. They ask if they get 10-40, and the most I have seen is 60 or 70. what do I get? I always have something ready at the end of the month or the end of the week. All I asked for was a 5$ par of Cutters for my model kits that most of her didn't get, and the 3 or 4 she did get me were to get me to stop asking. i don't know where i was taking this just wanted for someone to read this.

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